AUTS: Farewell..

It's my last day at the office today and I'm so glad about it. I don't know why but I think I'm really not happy with myself being here that's why kung tatanungin nyo ko, super excited talaga akong umalis. Maybe you can include the excitement I feel that Rhy and I will see each other tomorrow already.

And because of that, I took this photo of mine.. Ang arte2 ko lang today. :) Last day eh.

Anyhow, I started working at SM Foundation 28th of April last year. I worked with them after I resigned from my first job for working just merely 2 weeks. Hindi ko kasi kinaya ang paninigaw at pangiinsulto nung dati kong boss. It was my first time to go abroad tapos mapupunta pa ako sa ganun. Jusko, buwis buhay noh. But then I was still thankful because as they say, you'll learn to be thankful for the great things in life because of the bad things that happen to you. In fairness, this is very true! I already wanted to go home that time but God gave me another chance. This time my friend Anna referred me to their company but because of quota restraint, I got to work for their sister company instead and that was SM Foundation. My scope was mainly quantity surveying of piling works, more of the estimating and office works.

I had a great start with my second company but then maybe I did not enjoy the work so much, apart from my manager who was VERY moody, so I asked our HR and current boss to transfer me to their company, the same company Anna is still working for as of today which is Superior Engineering and Construction. They treated me for a lunch out today because it's already my last day but I'm still not that comfortable to talk with them some stuff so I can feel them quite annoyed by not talking and not sharing my plans as to why I'm leaving so fast. Mukhang naartehan ata sila sakin. Huhuh.. I feel guilty when people just judge me like that but still I don't want din naman to just spill out every detail of my future plans. :( But still I'm still very blessed for having them as colleagues. As a foreign worker, they're very welcoming and nice. Kaya siguro kanina nanibago ako noong medyo annoyed na sila kung bakit hindi ako nagsasalita. Naku ha, sinabi ko na kaya sa boss ko yung reason. Funny rin kasi tong boss namin, matapos ka niyang kausapin ng personal, itatanong niya ulit yung napag-usapan nyo during gatherings like that so mapipilitan kang isiwalat sa buong office ang nangyari which I didn't do in our lunch out today.

If you know me, you will surely be able to understand the way I treat people differently and I don't have any issue with people treating me the same way. I'm open for criticisms but you should be welcome to accept my reactions as well. Sometimes I may be harsh when people doesn't have the right to criticize me without knowing me deeper. Most of the times I know that people misinterpret me for my reactions without me knowing. Maxado kasi akong expressive sa emotions ko and I really admire frank people for their honesty. I'm so expressive that you will surely know if I'm angry or uncomfortable if I'm quiet. Madaldal kasi ako kapag comfortable ako sa tao. I'm quiet because I need some time to know you more and observe why you act that way. I based how I treat people by observing them. And of course I'm happy when even in small things, I already laugh and smile. I would judge my reactions as extremes - super saya kung masaya, super malungkot kapag wala sa mood. I don't know why I get to be this way, maybe because it's just the way I am and so I also choose who I get to be with. Not all can understand me but when I get to know you better and I trust you, I'm just that comfortable to share with you anything - as in anything. It may be because I have high respect on people who I can really trust, who I can share my problems with and get some advise and who I can really depend in times of need. Don't worry I reciprocate naman those things to friends who display those traits.

So there, I'll miss my life here in Singapore but I'll be happier in the Philippines with my family, my boyfriend and other friends. Maybe I see life to be rewarding and fulfilling if I get to enjoy life while I'm working and living life while enjoying. At dahil jan, it's more fun in the Philippines. ^_^

Later, I'm going to church for Maundy Thursday Mass. I hope you all attend a mass today, as well. Enjoy guys to wherever you are this long weekend especially those who are in the Philippines. My long weekend starts tomorrow pa. Until here, XO!